Sigh. In some ways it’s easy to be happy this week, in some it’s much harder. But at the root of it all is one thing, pervasive and unstoppable loneliness.
I told a former professor that I was self publishing a book on linked in and they didn’t respond. Like damn. Could’ve at least given out some generic teacher encouragement. Oh well. I guess.
Also, I’m not doing book club. It’s 20% mild embarrassment, 80% I couldn’t bring myself to finish the terrible book they picked this month. Plus I deleted Meet Up off of my phone along with instagram and twitter. Now it’s just Pinterest and linked in and my blog.
And the loneliness.